I conceded it.

 

     I studied in Kolej Poly-Tech Mara Kota Bharu (KPTMKB) almost 9 month. Actually I came here, I want to study and I want to make my family proud with me. I have five siblings consist 3 boys and 2 girls. I was a third on five siblings in my family. I am happy with my family because my family always with me and always supported me. I am not from a rich family but I know who I am and I know what should I do will make my family happy with me. That’s why I don’t ask money from my parents to buy a laptop, to eat delicious food, to vacation and anything. Why? Because I know my family. How hard my father to get money? How hard my father working under sunlight? I know I buy hand phone “iphone” like a rich people. But people don’t know I buy this phone with my own money. And I am working as a staff in fuel station near my house every mid semester. People don’t know how I find my job and working extra time to get an extra salary.

     Sometimes, what I want doesn’t I have right now. There are many people who have a different character, different life and anything. Nobody is perfect including me. And no one knows the problem yourself. Nowdays, people just see problem others people and they don’t know their problems too. I don’t care they want to say anything about me. If they say all my faults, okay. I accepted it. But they should know, they also have a faults. That’s why, people say nobody is perfect. Including me. That’s normal when you talk about me and I talk about you. But it just a little and just small problem. Yes! a little and small problem will be big problem when you always think negative. How about people think positive? They don’t make a small problem to big problem.

     I don’t know how to explain about it. I don’t think it will be like this. Okay, this my fault. I’m sorry. I don’t want it will be a big problem such as I hate all of you and all of you hate me. I conceded it. And thank you for everything such as bring me a food, pay my food because I just eat single rice only, everyday right? I don’t want all these. I don’t want your money or anything. And I don’t ask all these to happen. Mybe this is last time, I’m here and I know all about you. Thank you.

Written By: ADIBAH YASMIN BINTI ALAM

hiking at bukit keluang, besut, terengganu.

during the Chinese year holiday , i don't have a ticket to go back perlis. during Chinese year holiday, i'm back to bachok , my friends home, Nurul Fatin Syahirah Binti Mohd Roslam. i call my parents to tell about my ticket is up for sale. All my roommates  my parents talk to me to back bachok for a week. at the same time , i ask Fatin Syahirah to back her home, and she talk back for me can. And i, Fatin, Sarah waited for a few minutes for Fatin's dad pick up at Kolej Poly-Tech MARA(KPTM). and i'm also happy, but at the same time i have an assignment to settle, but i settle with fatin , i ask her about traditional dance. and when i back kolej, i practice dance with my group. and my group give cooperation.

on the Satuday day, fatin ask me, if i want to hiking at Bukit Keluang, she want to bring at there. i'm so happy. and she's ask her parents to bring me at Bukit Keluang. and her parents give . and she's call her friend and ask , to bring me at bukit keluang. on the next day , prompt 8 a.m her friend pick up at home. we set off from bachok to bukit keluang 8:30 pm. it's my experience and first time i'm hiking at there. i'm very hapy . my memories at bukit keluang so many. i'm so afraid to hiking at there, but i'm try , because my leg are very not strong because when i was in form 3, i'm excident with motorcycle got his and the driver was run. there ia an aunt help me when i unconscious. i'm very thankful for her. At the same time the place when i'm excident near my aunty house's.

At bukit keluang, i'm feel so excited because i got hiking at there, at perlis the place of hiking At Gua Sami, but i never hiking at there. because my mom and my father got to go, my father tell about an old man is missing . and i'm afraid to go at ther. but i got hiking at bukit keluang. i have already thanks to Fatin and her friends.

i'm with sarah , at pantai bukit keluang, besut, Terengganu.

i do no have time to pose with Fatin. and last day when i back to Kolej , i pose with Fatin at Aeon Mall Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

i hope , i have to got hiking again at there, bukit keluang, besut, Terengganu. i know, it's my best experience. but went i back to home. i want to share with my parents about i'm hiking ath tehere. because during the midterm holiday. i do not have time. to share about my experience, I'm hiking at there. bukit keluang it a nice viewers at there.  i think all visitors should go there. because a more visitors go to there. to take breathe fresh at there.

(written by : Nurul Aqilah Binti Aziz)

my lovely pet.

i have pet , i named her close Si hitam but i  called my cat Tamtam. i very pity during my cat sick. i care when Tamtam sick and can't walk in a few weeks. i always bathe my cats during holiday and every weekend. during holiday period i always spoil tamtam. but, tamtam clawed me. i,m cried instantly. Tamtam very noty , in silence tamtam open the oven and steal fish at kitchen . the fish was fried by my mom. my sister is allergic to cat. but she's very loves Tamtam. she's cries because my parents bring Tamtam to the veterinary. Tamtam left two days , to treat because tamtam so hot and fever. after two days Tamtam is healthy. and my parents pick up tamtam at veterinary.

tamtam was healthy and he's so spoiled.

A few months laters, my sister ask me, because she wants to buy a new pet. the pet valuable RM 300, but the new cat very shortly live. but my sister give her name Penyet.

penyet is very cute. I don't know how to tell about penyet. penyet living in two weeks. penyet fever while. i'm so pity with penyet. penyet spoiled with my brothers. but my gather always bearing Penyet. But Tamtam  very like those of rest. Tamtam like clawing people. In addition, with stranger. Tamtam very angry, if people disturbing me. but when Tamtam scolded with me. Tamtam silent. And Tamtam understood with me. when my mom scolded Tamtam, Tamtam running towards me. and Tamtam silent. I'm very heaven if Tamtam always beside me. sometimes, my mother was not at home. I always bring Tamtam to shop to accompany me, lastly Tamtam slept on me.

i'm cannot imagine if one day Tamtam was die, because i'm very loves Tamtam, now Tamtam aged already 2 years. I was accepted if one day Tamtam die and living my family. I have bring Tamtam sleeping at the village and my grandparents loves her. at the same times, my cousin very scared and amused with Tamtam. i laugh very much , and i'm slap my face, because i see my cousin.

Tamtam waited for my mother ready to cook.

Tamtam sit on lap, tamtam want me to bring to shop. Tamtam always hear what i say to Tamtam. my brother always talk to me to always take care about Tamtam. because my brother are away with tamtam , but now, my third brother take care about Tamtam. Tamtam is very most important in my life. without tamtam i'm feel lonely. i'm very miss Tamtam, i'm conting my days to back home. i could hug my parents, my famil. and Tamtam . but last week , my mom tell Tamtam was sick and broke leg, so my parents bring her to veterinary again. 

i know when i'm not at home , my parents always bring every week to veterinary. tamtam is the breathe of my live , because is part of my life. because cat is animal of Nabi loves it. 

(written by : Nurul Aqilah Binti Aziz)

Batik cake. 🍰💕

Batik Cake, better known locally with its Malay name Kek Batik, is a very popular cake among Malaysians, especially in East Malaysia. It is believed that this cake originated in Sarawak but it’s just as big in its neighboring state, Sabah, as well. We just know that this cake is a must-have for many families in East Malaysia during Hari Raya celebrations.

You only need a few ingredients to make this cake: Marie biscuits, walnut, dark chocolate chips, cocoa powder, sugar, butter, condensed milk, and eggs.

INGREDIENTS :

130 g Marie biscuits (any brand), roughly broken into 450 g walnuts (roughly chopped)100 g dark chocolate chips30 g cocoa powder50 g unsalted butter or margarine100 g condensed milk50 g caster sugar, Deli Fresh eggs, lightly beaten

INSTRUCTIONS :

Melt chocolate chips, cocoa powder, butter, condensed milk and sugar in a saucepan on medium-low heat. Ideally you should use a bottom-heavy saucepan as it burns less easily.

1) Keep stirring the chocolate mixture on medium-low heat until fully melted and well combined. Remove from heat.

2) Stir in eggs and whisk with a wire whisk until the eggs are well incorporated into the chocolate mixture.

3) Return the saucepan to the heat and continue strring with the wire whisk on medium-low heat until the chocolate custard mixtue thickens and forms a paste. Remove from heat immediately or the mixture may burn. Mix in the Marie biscuits and chopped walnuts into the chocolate custard mixture and stir with a large metal spoon until the biscuits and walnuts are well coated.

4) Press the mixture into a small rectangular cake/bread tin lined with tupperware. And the last one you need to put the cake in the fridge.



Written by : Fatin Farhana Bt. Isahak. ( Ten )

Nura Binti Razak

Every person has a role model in their life. Role model is someone that we admire and can be look up to or can be emulated by younger people through that person's sucessful life or his behaviour. I also have my own role model which is my dearest mother, Nura Binti Razak.

She's a wife to Mohamed Sharil Bin Mat Nor which is my father. She is 43 years old. She's also a Kelantanese and a mixblood of Pakistani. She's a really beautiful woman to me. She has being married and a housewife for 25 years.

I admire her because she is a kind-hearted person. She's also a very caring and lovely woman. She likes to help those in need. I remember when everytime my late grandmother was sick and warded, my mother was the only daughter-in-law who took care of my late grandmother in the hospital. This really makes me feel amazed towards her because she never complain about taking care of her mother-in-law and did it full hearted.

My mother is also a really loving and caring towards her family. She always make sure that all of our needs are prepared. I was so touched everytime I am sick, she'll come to my room and brings a cup of water and medicine. She'll make sure that her children do not have any health problem. She's also a good cook. I really like all of her dish that she made. I would feel so proud when my friends or other people say that my mother's cook is delicious.

My mother is not only a mother but she's also a friend to her children. She's also a really good listener. She'll listen to all of our stories and problems and will tell us her opinion. Recently, I was having a love problem. I had no one to tell about it. The only one that was on my mind was my mother and I immediately called her. I cried a river when I was on the phone with my mother. She asked me why and worried about me. I told her that I got dumped and that was the first time I told her about my love life and cried a lot because of a guy. At first I thought that she might be angry at me because my parents forbid the children to fall in love while we're studying because it might affect our study but she didn't. She told me to calm down and told me everything about what happened. She gave me a lot of advice and that was really made me feel relieve.

I admire my mother a lot because she's a strong woman. She's been through a lot of hardship in her life. She never show to her children that she's upset. She'll act that everythings is fine and going to be okay when something bad happens. I can't imagine if one day, she'll gone out of this world. I can't live without her because she is my mother, my angel and my everything. I love her more than anything. *I was about to cry while writing this post*

                                             Writtten by :
                                                      Nur Fatin Najiha

my first practical as a teacher

I go an assignment for two days in kindergarten at Kg. Sireh Hulu, Kg Pintu Geng Kota Bharu ,Kelantan. Before I went to Tadika Kemas Kg. Sireh Hulu, I called owner of the kindergarten Puan Zulhaizan. During the school holidays I always message and WhatsApp the owner of the kindergarten to have a practical at there.

on the first day, on Tuesday 14 march 2017 , ireached at the kindergarten at 7:20 a.m , before I go to the kindergarten , I go to the McDonald Wakaf Che Yeh to buy breakfast with my friend Nina from section 4 and Nurul Ashma from section 7 and we are classmate. she so kind and always pretty , she was enganged with UITM Machang boy. Nurul Ashma send me to the kindergarten , after I reached I feel so nervous because it's my first practical sem 2 as a students Kolej Poly Tech Mara KPTM Kota Bharu, Kelantan. At 7:25 o'clock I called owner of the kindergarten and at the same time she's on the way to her kindergarten Tabika Kg.Sireh Hulu. At 7:30 o'clock she reached and open the door for I greet with owner then introduce myself. she told me to call her umi. I waited fot the kids reached to the kindergarten at 8o'clock. I welcome presenct of the kids and say Assalammualaikum and good morning. At 9 o'clock umi ask to teached the kids because she went to go the shop.

                                               I and my friend Nurul Ashma from section 7 .



on the that day, my first activity, I teach about bodyparts for 15 minutes after that I teach the kids for dance about bodypart ang the kids give me cooperation for me and i'm ver happy on that day. I take half an hour at 9 o'clock to 9:30 to teach. At 9:35 am the kids have an breakfast, i'm feed the food to the kids , her name is Auni , Auni is chubby girl but she's listening to my insruction. All of the kids called me teacher Aqilah. The kids always story to me about their family, about grandparents and anything else.

this picture I teach about bodypart on the first day

the name of all the kids that I can remember is Irfan, Aliff, Nasuha(boy), Irsyad, Wahyuni,Ana,Fiffy, Hafiy,Auni , the same name with me Aqilah, Asyraf(girl), Raihana and Ayuni. At 10 o'clock the kids have an lunch hour and che Ani entertane food for me. After lunch hour I continue teach the kids. my second activity car colag and the kids give me coorperation again and I always smile when I see indication the kids for subject art, creativity and aesthetics.

my second activity with the kids.

when I had finish teaching I greet owner of the kindergarten and Che Ani and I waiting for my friend Nurul Ashma for pick up and we go behind KB Mall , Tadika Kemas Kubur Kuda , Kota Bharu,Keantan , And we go to Nasi Ulam Cikgu because Nurul Ashma so hungry and we waiting Farah Wahida and Ain to eat together. I buy them food and I pay for them. After eat, we back to collage .

I rest for a few minutes, and I go to Tesco to buy basket to fill fruits for my learning aid, and I continued working, not easy to be a teacher, but to be a teacher can't give up even hard.

the kids :)

on the second day, last day i'm teach the kids , as usual i'm waiting umi and I welcome presenct of the kids, and the nurse come again to check the kids teeth. Ayuni told me she's so afraid for check her teeth. I try told Ayuni calm down, and she always cry, I hug her and she's told thank you teacher. At 9:30 o'clock I teach the kids about birthday party and I teach the kids how to create birthday hat shape from cone. and I teach the kids sing a song together with me selamat hari jadi from didi& friends for subject pedagogy and the kids ver happy. and all of the kids hug me.

and the last activity is fruit salad for subject socioemotional development. I teach the kids how to make a fruit salad , I give the kids mayonies, spoon, salt, sugar, and them stir apple to make fruits salad. I give the stick for eat, Irsyad add fruits salad, he told me fruits salad very delicious, and lastly, I asked the kids to retrieve items that I had been used. I washed equipment that I had used.

At 11:00 o'clock , umi teach about kite , and colouring of the kites. before the kids back to homes, I give the present , and the kids say thanks to me, and the kids give me a smile. all of the kids are so cute.

at 12 o'clock , their parents pick up at the kindergarten. before I back to the college I talk with umi . umi invited me to her home. and she told to me if I had free time to came kindergarten again.

and I very grateful with owner kindergarten because accept my presence at the kindergarten, and before back to college I give umi and che Ani present . Nurul Ashma pick up me at kindergarten and I regards and hug umi and Che Ani and I very appreciated umi and che Ani give me present back.

I hope the kids always listen to instruction of the kindergarten (Umi) , and the kids successful in their life.

with owner of the kindergarten (umi)

(written by: Nurul Aqilah Binti Aziz)

Me and The Children

I want to share about my workplace practice or practical experience. I'm studying Early Childhood Education course. There is a workplace practice for this course every semester starting second semester until six semester. I'm in second semester and this is my first experience of workplace practice. There were two series of workplace practice for this semester. The first series was on 13 and 14 March 2017 while the second series was on 15 and 16 March 2017. I went for the first series which was recently.

The name of my workplace was Tabika Kemas Kenanga which at Kampung Kenak, Pasir Mas, Kelantan. It took 40 minutes to reach there from my college. Two days after knowing about my workplace, me and my friend rent a car to find our workplace together. Her workplace was also in Pasir Mas. It took almost an hour to find my friend's workplace because her workplace was a little bit far from mine. I had to drive forth and back during that day. The total journey of our workplace was an hour.

                                  The one on the left was my friend that I went to practical with.


I was shocked to see my workplace for the first time because it quite small and was not as I expected. At first, I missed the Tabika along my way and stopped to ask the people there about it. Luckily I missed it only 100 meters away. The Tabika was small and had no space for the kids to play outside. There was also a house exactly behind the Tabika. The paint also faded and the Tabika looked cheerless and dimmish.

On 13th March, me and my friend woke up at 5 a.m and we went out of the college at 6 a.m. We reached at my friend's workplace about 6.40 a.m and performed out Fajr prayer at the nearby mosque. At 7 a.m, I went to my workplace and it took about 15 minutes to reach there. I was lost on the first day of my practical. I arrived at the Tabika at 7.30 and there was the teacher's assistant sweeping the floor. I don't know her full name but I called her Mokcik Nab. She's very kind and welcomed me warmly. I waited 30 minutes for the teacher to arrive. The teacher arrived at 8 a.m and her name was Puan Che Anah. She also welcomed me warmly and bought me nasi kerabu for breakfast.

  

With Puan Che Anah (in the middle) and Mokcik Nab.

The students arrived around 8.30 a.m. They were quite shy at first when they saw me. There were only 10 students out of 18 that came that day. There were four and five years old students. I started to teach at 9 a.m. Before I started to teach, I played a Doraemon song to make them interested and paid attention to me. They were enjoying the song and sang along. I teached them about shapes which were circle and pentagon. The gave a good respond and I was very happy because they started to pay attention and interested in me. We sang and dance together and the children were very excited and happy. There was also an identical twins brothers among the children! Actually they are triplets with two boys and a girl but the girl schooled somewhere else. They were really kind and like me. They love to hold my hand and smiled at me. Before the class ended, I prepared a traditional game for the children to play which was 'Nenek Si Bongkok Tiga'. They were really excited to play but I was really stressed because the some of them who became the 'nenek' did not move to find and guess the grandchild. They were standing still and just holding the stick and I had to make them to move. It was quite hillarious for me.

 

With the twin.

 

The children were playing 'Nenek Bongkok Tiga' 

 They were dancing and singing along to the songs.

I went back early that day because I had to fetch my friend at her workplace. When I was about to go, the children ask me, "Teacher, do you already want to go home?" "Will you come back again tomorrow?" . I was really glad that they wanted me to come again to meet them.

On 14th March which was the last day, some of the children came early and the parents said that their children told them to come early today because the new teacher said so. I laugh and glad because the children were excited to meet me. As usual, before class started, I played some songs and the children danced and sang along. Most of the songs were from Didi & Friends which was a children tv show.

On that day, I teached them about feelings of anger, happiness and sadness. I also brought them the emojis of the feelings. They were really excited. I also brought playdough for them that I made by myself. I asked them to make anything by using the dough and they again they were excited to play with it. They kept calling me and showed what they had made eventhough I dont even know what they created and talked about it. I was happy to see them having fun that day.

Before I went home, I prepared gifts for the children, Puan Che Anah and Mokcik Nab. I bought cute bottles for the children and tupperware for Puan Che Anah and Mokcik Nab because tupperware is important for mothers I guess? Hahaha.

I was really sad to say goodbye to the children because they were cute and so nice to me. I thought the practical will not going well but it went well and I'm really glad. I'll makesure that I'll will go and visit them again in the future because I already miss them!

 

We made birds by using circle shaped papers and these were the birds that the children did.

 

They waited in front of the door to say goodbye to me on the last day of my practical.

Took a 'wefie' with the children on the first day.

I'm going to miss them!